33 - Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

 

32 - Pemilik Hatiku

• Aku lukiskan dalam diam Bahawa hatiku butuh sebuah penghargaan Yang dijaga dan menjaga Mata dan hati bernama hamba

  Istikharahku kian jelas berbicara Bahawa inilah keharusan Mencari yang lebih kekal dan hampir Sedekat-dekat telingaku Takkan pernah jatuhkan aku Takkan pernah lemaskan aku Bahkan memeluk diriku penuh rindu

  Melepaskan bisikan yang berharap Biar sunyi selamanya sunyi Hati ku takkan dimiliki Kerna jiwaku yang mengingini Melepaskan bisikan yang berderap Suci tanpa hubung Sirna bersama cinta Agung

  Allahurabbi Allahurabbul Izzati Pemilik hatiku Istikharahku menetapkan segala Bahawa kanku lepaskan segala Lalu tawakkal penyambung cerita

  Menitislah air mata Ku jatuhkan penuh bahagia Ku usap penuh rela Pada cintaku terpelihara Hadirnya dengan izin Maha Kuasa

  
  

31 - Engagement Day LR & MMI

13 October 2013

Alhamdulillah... Thank you Allah.

I am engaged and taken. 

"From strangers to friends. 

From friends to best friends. 

From best friends to lovers.

 From lovers to Mr. Husband." 

Insya Allah. :)

"Rabbi Yasir Wala'tuassir Rabbi Tamim Bil Khoir. Amin Ya Rabbi"

Here, I would like to share all those pictures. Enjoy insta click from my engagement day. ^_^

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Alhamdulillah... 

Thank you:

My family, relatives, and friends for celebrating this joyful ceremony.

30 : I am sorry

Sorry if i keep on hurting you
Sorry if you don't like the things i say or do
Sorry if with you i always put up a fight
Sorry i just can't do anything right

Sorry if i'm way far from being an angel except compared to an angel from hell
Sorry if you think my excuses are lies
Sorry if it's so difficult quiting my vice

Sorry if i'm not too understanding
Sorry for all the headaches and pain i bring
Sorry if often it's hard for me to swallow my pride
Sorry if often i'm too blinded by anger to see your side

Sorry if i'm so complicated
Sorry i keep making you feel frustrated
Sorry i can't fight back the tears
Sorry if i keep you away from your peers

Sorry if i always complain about you not meeting my expectations
Sorry if sometimes i can't fight all these temptations
Sorry if i seem like a joke to you
Sorry if i don't appreciate all those sweet things you do

Sorry if i keep on repeating the same mistakes
Sorry i say stupid things and i can't find the breaks
Sorry i keep on hitting you when i'm mad or ruin your day when mine's bad

Sorry if i screw up being perfect for you
Sorry i can never be the girl who's right for you
Sorry if i'm such an awful girlfriend
Sorry if i can't even be your best friend. 

p/s: I am sorry for everything. 

29 : RED

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all
Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong
Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Oh, red
Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
Burning red
Loving him was red

Oh, losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
'Cause loving him was red
Yeah, yeah, red
We're burning red

And that's why he's spinnin' 'round in my head
Comes back to me, burning red
Yeah, yeah

'Cause love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

Sincerely,

Your Lover. #mminr

28 : Perasaan

Ku himpun waktu ucapan terindah
Terbenam sudah asmara
Mesranya siang dan malam
Selalu kau tiup kan angin syurga padaku

Ku himpun makna kata darimu
Harum yang mekar di kebun hati
Dan katamu sebuah kota bahagia dan berdiri 

Sehingga hujung masa
Berbisik sendiri dan terbit suara kalbuku
Kasihku... tuluskah cintamu
Sebuah jawapan ku damba dari bibir mu .. bibir mu

Tidakkah kau tahu hidup punya waktu
Kasih tersia bukan itu ku mahu
Andai kau membisu tentu akhirnya
Perpisahan ini akan tetap terjadi

27 : Away

I haven’t been blogging a lot. Work has been taking over my life and I’ve been soooo tired lately.
When I get back from work , all I want to do is make love to my bed and fall asleep so fast. It's unbelievable.

Poor me. Sigh.