Tuesday, 25 December 2012

22 : I am happy, I am just happy.



Truth is, we have so much fun together. We’re the best of friends and be it work or personal life, we honestly do have loads of fun together. We’re always laughing with each other and at each other. Of course we fight, but that’s usually because M’s annoying and won’t say sorry. Other than that, I don’t know how it works but it apparently does. 
In shaa Allah, I really hope we’ll stay like this forever. 

Thursday, 13 December 2012

21 : It's not because...


If you see me walking with someone else, It's not because I want to.. 
It's because you weren't brave enough to walk by me. 

If you see me smile, It's not because i forgot you... 
It's because i got tired of crying for you. 

If you see me living again, It's not because i've moved on... 
It's because i hate the fact you can live without me 

So if I fall in love with someone else, It's not because i want to... 
It's because you weren't there to catch me

Wednesday, 12 December 2012

20 : That Woman

One woman loves you
She loves you with all her heart
Everyday she follows you like a shadow
She is laughing but crying

How much more How much more
Must I gaze at you like this alone
This meaningless love, this miserable love
Must I continue for you to love me

Come closer a little bit more
When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet
I who loves you, even now I’m at your side
That woman is crying

That woman is very timid
So she learnt how to laugh
There are so many things she cannot tell her closest friend
That woman’s heart is full of tears

So that woman said she
loved you because you were the same
Another fool, another fool
Won’t you hug me once before you go

I want to be loved, my dear
Everyday in my heart, in my heart
I shout out
That woman is beside you even today

Do you know that woman is me
Don’t tell me you know and are doing this to me
But you won’t know because my dear, you’re a fool

How much more How much more
Must I gaze at you like this alone
This foolish love, this miserable love
Must I continue for you to love me

Come closer a little bit more
When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet
I who loves you, even now I’m at your side
That woman is crying



~ Baek Ji Young ~ 

Thursday, 6 December 2012

19 : Everybody's got a dark side


There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
It can become
A few give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? 
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Wednesday, 5 December 2012

18 : Adam

Andai hingga ke akhirnya tiada cinta halal dari Adam buatku, 
Damaikanlah aku dengan Cinta-Mu Ya Allah. 
Tutupkanlah pintu hatiku buat cinta yang membawaku ke Neraka. 
Terbukanya pintu syurga buat manusia kerana kasih sayang-Mu. 
Bahagiakanlah insan-insan yang menyayangi dan membenciku. 
Ya Allah, ku mohon, berikanlah cinta sejati buat insan yang pernah ku tolak cinta dan niatnya. 
Aku sangat berdosa andai kehadiranku membawa kerosakkan buat mereka. 



Wednesday, 28 November 2012

17 : Back To December
















I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time.

Monday, 26 November 2012

16 : I miss you, Moks

I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. 

I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. 

I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. 


I miss you all the time

but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life.

Tuesday, 20 November 2012

15 : I Wanna Grow Old With You

Westlife - I Wanna Grow Old With You

Another day 
Without your smile 
Another day just passes by 
But now I know 
How much it means 
For you to stay 
Right here with me 

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger 
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer 

I wanna grow old with you 
I wanna die lying in your arms 
I wanna grow old with you 
I wanna be looking in your eyes 
I wanna be there for you 
Sharing everything you do 
I wanna grow old with you 

A thousand miles between us now 
It causes me to wonder how 
Our love tonight remains so strong 
It makes our risk right all along 

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger 
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer 

I wanna grow old with you 
I wanna die lying in your arms 
I wanna grow old with you 
I wanna be looking in your eyes 
I wanna be there for you 
Sharing everything you do 
I wanna grow old with you 

Things can come and go I know but 
Baby I believe 
Something's burning strong between us 
Makes it clear to me 

I wanna grow old with you 
I wanna die lying in your arms 
I wanna grow old with you 
I wanna be looking in your eyes 
I wanna be there for you 
Sharing everything you do 
I wanna grow old with you

Monday, 12 November 2012

14 : Distance






The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long til we call this love, love, love?

Wednesday, 7 November 2012

13 : Perfection


Dear: Who ever 

I did not come into this world with the intention to be perfect, 
I was never trained to please or to satisfy anyone, 
I never really knew what to expect when I came to this world at first all people had for me is love now I get hurt than never before, 
it took me sometime to realize how things work. 

To be perfect is not my dream 
but its what I work to become everyday just take me as I am 
and with you knowing my faults and me 
knowing your faults perfection is not that far.

Thursday, 1 November 2012

11 : HE had me from Hello.



HE completely stole my heart & 
I hope HE never lets me go; 

I never really told him but HE had me from hello.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY LOVE 
31 October 2012





Monday, 29 October 2012

10 : Pantun


Pantun Filem P. Ramlee 


Makan tak kenyang,

tidur tak basah,
mandi tak lena... Pendek kata seminggu
dua ni macam kapal nak masuk dock.

Alah! Kanda borak lah, takkan kanda ingat
pada dinda.

Misai pendek tidak bercahaya,
Ibarat kuda hampir mati.
Kalau adinda tidak percaya,
Operate lah dada, x-raylah hati! (Jejaka)

jikalau kaki tersandung batu,
jatuh selalu tersembab ke tanah,
hmmph orang lelaki memang begitu,
sumpah selalu tunai tak pernah. (Gadis)

Kaki bukan sebarang kaki,
kaki diorder dari egypt,
lelaki bukan sebarang lelaki,
haa ini lelaki abdul wahib. (Jejaka)

jikalau merpati sudah terikat,
jangan terlepas ikatan benang,
jikalau hati sudah terpikat,
lekas lah lekas masuk meminang... (Gadis)




Tuesday, 23 October 2012

9 : That is Love. Nothing less.

Love is when you can't be apart from someone for too long.
You're always thinking of them and when you're with them 
you never want to say goodbye. 

Love is far from simple. 
It's quite complex. 
It's a mix of about everything. 

It's sadness, joy, passion, hatred, excitement, 
it's almost every feeling you can imagine and more.

You know love when you find it, 
it's that person that when they smile it brightens 
up your day, 

You can't stop staring at them for fear of losing them, 
they're always on your mind, 
You daydream of being with them, 
even if they're less than 20 feet away
...and 
You can't stand it when they're not with you, 
the worst feeling you could ever feel is 
when you know that person you love is not with you...
You can't tell when love will happen,
You just know when it does, 
that moment when you first lay eyes on that person, 
and you never want to look away

...that is love. Nothing less.

Tuesday, 16 October 2012

8 : 21 Ways of Being Happy


ONE.
Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. 
Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other....

THREE. 
Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. 
When you say, "I love you," mean it.

FIVE. 
When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

SIX. 
Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN.
Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. 
Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. 
Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. 
In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. 
Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. 
Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. 
When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN. 
Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. 
Say "God bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. 
When you lose, don't lose the lesson .

SEVENTEEN. 
Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. 
Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. 
When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY.
Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE. 
Spend some time alone.

Monday, 15 October 2012

7 : Takecare Yourself Always

Boy: Hi baby!! How are you? I'm so happy today!
Girl: Wait, I'll text you later, I'm still busy with my thesis.



Boy: Can you do it later? Letter talk first.. I miss you so much baby.

Girl: I have to finish this on time, you know that.

Boy: Please baby, just this once? You can finish that tomorrow.

Girl: What???? Can't you understand this is my project? Can't you give me time for myself?? COULD YOU PLEASE? I ALSO HAVE MY OWN LIFE..LET ME LIVE FOR MYSELF FOR ONCE! STOP TEXTING ME!

Boy: Sorry baby. I love you very very much. I'll just text you later.

Boy: Hi baby, I can't stay long not texting you. I really wanted to talk to you.. I want us to be happy again.

Boy: Hi baby, still you are not responding to my texts. How's your thesis?

Boy: Baby... Please response,I'm worried already..

Boy: Baby it's already 10:00 pm.. It's been 2 hours but you are still not replying to my text. I miss you already...i love you so much!

Boy: Uhm baby.. I love you so much.. I'm just here for you always.. The time is near that we'll always be together..


Girl: Didn't I tell you I'll text you after I'm done with my thesis?! Can't you understand that?!?! Why is it so hard for you to get that I'm BUSY?? It's like there's no tomorrow..you are overreacting..WILL YOU JUST SLEEP??

Boy: Sorry baby.. Ok. Goodnight baby..I love you..Take care of yourself always..I'll always here to guide you..I'm just here..I'll never leave you.


......THE NEXT DAY....

Girl: Baby, wake up..Sorry about what I've said last night..i was just really busy..eat your breakfast baby, I'll be going to school now..

Girl: Wake up baby, you still have classes to attend..text me when you're awake..

Girl: Hey, why until now you're not texting? It's already our lunch break..why didn't you attend your classes? Don't you have phone credits? Please text me..

Boy (his family) : He left us already.. My son left me already.. Your boyfriend left you.. He already left those who are dear to him.. 



Did he tells you he's sick? This was the 3rd year his doctor gave him...we thought it wasn't true..Because no one can predict how long a person can live in this world..but to our surprised, his heart didn't make it too..


We tried to wake him up this morning but he never responded...



There was a message for you in his phone but he wasn't able to send it..


"Take care of yourself always, I'm happy where I am going..please, don't cry..I'm sorry I didn't tell you about my condition.. I don't want to bother you because I know how busy you are with your thesis.. I don't wanna add up to your worries..


I'm not sure if I'm lucky enough to still have a chance to wake up tomorrow but I'm always praying that He'll give me a chance to see you and be with you everyday of my life.. 


I love you so much... I regret that we didn't have a chance to talk longer today..but I understand you.. You might fail on your thesis if you won't be able to finish it..


I'm really really sorry...and I love you very very much.. Please, promise me you'll be strong..I'm by your side now..I'll always be here.."

Credit to: Heart Touching Stories

Thursday, 11 October 2012

6 : Write You A Song - Plain White T's



P/S:  He said this song is special just for me. He's so not macho sometimes. but I love you Moks. 

Wednesday, 10 October 2012

5 : Letters To You




Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice i'm gone?

Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much, I know

But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice i'm gone?

Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so 


No more looking I've found home


I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so 


I'm gone away

I'm gone away


p/s: This song was dedicated for me on this date. I miss you more than word. ♥ 

4 : Is all about 1, 2, 3, 4






3 words, 

8 letters, 
3 syllables, 
5 vowels, 
3 consonants, 
2 nouns, 
One emotion, 

many meanings, a big lie, a rare truth. I LOVE YOU

Tuesday, 9 October 2012

3 : Doa

"Ya Tuhan, datangkanlah kepadaku seorang yang dapat membahagiakan aku dalam apa jua keadaan sekali pun dan menerima aku apa adanya aku."

"Aku tidak menjanjikan bulan dan bintang untuk membahagiakanmu wahai Jodohku, tapi aku hanya mohon yang terbaik dan hanya berserah pada Allah." 


"Cukuplah aku mencintaimu dalam diam, menyalurkannya lewat doa-doa di setiap sujudku, dan menjagamu melalui Allah,"