32 - Pemilik Hatiku

• Aku lukiskan dalam diam Bahawa hatiku butuh sebuah penghargaan Yang dijaga dan menjaga Mata dan hati bernama hamba

  Istikharahku kian jelas berbicara Bahawa inilah keharusan Mencari yang lebih kekal dan hampir Sedekat-dekat telingaku Takkan pernah jatuhkan aku Takkan pernah lemaskan aku Bahkan memeluk diriku penuh rindu

  Melepaskan bisikan yang berharap Biar sunyi selamanya sunyi Hati ku takkan dimiliki Kerna jiwaku yang mengingini Melepaskan bisikan yang berderap Suci tanpa hubung Sirna bersama cinta Agung

  Allahurabbi Allahurabbul Izzati Pemilik hatiku Istikharahku menetapkan segala Bahawa kanku lepaskan segala Lalu tawakkal penyambung cerita

  Menitislah air mata Ku jatuhkan penuh bahagia Ku usap penuh rela Pada cintaku terpelihara Hadirnya dengan izin Maha Kuasa

  
  

31 - Engagement Day LR & MMI

13 October 2013

Alhamdulillah... Thank you Allah.

I am engaged and taken. 

"From strangers to friends. 

From friends to best friends. 

From best friends to lovers.

 From lovers to Mr. Husband." 

Insya Allah. :)

"Rabbi Yasir Wala'tuassir Rabbi Tamim Bil Khoir. Amin Ya Rabbi"

Here, I would like to share all those pictures. Enjoy insta click from my engagement day. ^_^

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Alhamdulillah... 

Thank you:

My family, relatives, and friends for celebrating this joyful ceremony.

30 : I am sorry

Sorry if i keep on hurting you
Sorry if you don't like the things i say or do
Sorry if with you i always put up a fight
Sorry i just can't do anything right

Sorry if i'm way far from being an angel except compared to an angel from hell
Sorry if you think my excuses are lies
Sorry if it's so difficult quiting my vice

Sorry if i'm not too understanding
Sorry for all the headaches and pain i bring
Sorry if often it's hard for me to swallow my pride
Sorry if often i'm too blinded by anger to see your side

Sorry if i'm so complicated
Sorry i keep making you feel frustrated
Sorry i can't fight back the tears
Sorry if i keep you away from your peers

Sorry if i always complain about you not meeting my expectations
Sorry if sometimes i can't fight all these temptations
Sorry if i seem like a joke to you
Sorry if i don't appreciate all those sweet things you do

Sorry if i keep on repeating the same mistakes
Sorry i say stupid things and i can't find the breaks
Sorry i keep on hitting you when i'm mad or ruin your day when mine's bad

Sorry if i screw up being perfect for you
Sorry i can never be the girl who's right for you
Sorry if i'm such an awful girlfriend
Sorry if i can't even be your best friend. 

p/s: I am sorry for everything. 

29 : RED

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all
Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong
Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Oh, red
Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
Burning red
Loving him was red

Oh, losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
'Cause loving him was red
Yeah, yeah, red
We're burning red

And that's why he's spinnin' 'round in my head
Comes back to me, burning red
Yeah, yeah

'Cause love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

Sincerely,

Your Lover. #mminr

28 : Perasaan

Ku himpun waktu ucapan terindah
Terbenam sudah asmara
Mesranya siang dan malam
Selalu kau tiup kan angin syurga padaku

Ku himpun makna kata darimu
Harum yang mekar di kebun hati
Dan katamu sebuah kota bahagia dan berdiri 

Sehingga hujung masa
Berbisik sendiri dan terbit suara kalbuku
Kasihku... tuluskah cintamu
Sebuah jawapan ku damba dari bibir mu .. bibir mu

Tidakkah kau tahu hidup punya waktu
Kasih tersia bukan itu ku mahu
Andai kau membisu tentu akhirnya
Perpisahan ini akan tetap terjadi

27 : Away

I haven’t been blogging a lot. Work has been taking over my life and I’ve been soooo tired lately.
When I get back from work , all I want to do is make love to my bed and fall asleep so fast. It's unbelievable.

Poor me. Sigh. 

26 - Andai Aku Tulang Rusukmu

Andai aku adalah tulang rusukmu yang telah hilang
Aku berharap
Jika nanti Allah mempertemukan kita
Kau akan selalu membimbingku

Agar aku menjadi wanita yang solehah
Yang nantinya akan menjadi bidadarimu di syurga

Kerana aku ingin kita akan disatukan di dunia dan akhirat

~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~

Andai kau ditakdirkan untuk menjadi ayah buat anakku
Jadilah ayah yang bisa mendidik anak kita
Agar mereka nanti menjadi anak kebanggaan buat kita di dunia dan akhirat
Iaitu anak yang soleh dan solehah

Yang bisa menjunjung tinggi Agama Allah

~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~

Andai engkau ditakdirkan untukku
Ku harap kau bisa menjadi imam buatku dan anakku
Kau bisa menjadi pemimpin yang baik dalam rumah tangga kita
Kau bisa mencintai aku apa adanya
Dan bisa menyikapi kekuranganku dengan penuh kebijaksanaan

~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~

Dan andai aku salah
Tegurlah aku dengan kata-katamu yang penuh dengan kelembutan dan kebijaksanaan
Andai aku marah
Belailah rambutku dengan penuh kasih sayangmu
Agar marahku bisa berubah menjadi kelembutan

Andai aku lupa
Ingatkanlah aku dengan penuh kasih sayang

Agar nanti kau tetap menjadi suri tauladan bagiku dan anak kita

~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~

Kerana….

Aku hanya mengharapkan imam yang baik dalam rumah tanggaku
Yang bisa selalu membawa aku ke jalan yang diredhaiNya
Jalan yang menuju syurgaNya bersama dirimu

~♥~ In Shaa Allah, Aamiin ~♥~

25 - I miss you Ayah

"HURT"

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

p/s: I miss you Ayah ;(

24 : Be Your Everything

Four letter word
But I don't have the guts to say it
Smile 'til it hurts
Let's not make it complicated
We've got a story
And I'm about to change the ending
You're perfect for me
And more than just a friend
So we can just stop pretending now
Gotta let you know somehow

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything

Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything

We used to say
That we would always stick together
But who's to say
That we could never last forever
Girl, got a question
Could you see yourself with somebody else?
'Cause I'm on a mission
And I don't wanna share
I want you all to myself right now
I just wanna scream it out

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything

Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything

No matter what you do, yeah,
Oh, I'll be there for you
And every time you close your eyes
I will be by your side
'Cause every time you make me sing
Baby I will be your everything

23 : Assalamualaikum 2013

Had the best day of 2013.

Caption: I am lovinnnnnnnnnnnn it! ❤

My happiest day is supriseeeeee from him. Not so suprise actually. He is so not so macho sometimes. Ahaks! 

I am the happiest and luckiest girl in the world.  I love you so muchooooo. 

 The part that made me almost crying, I mean almost. hahahaaaa. 

The comelness present everrr i get which is photo sketch hand made special for me from him.  

Lalalalalaaaaa. ;) 

I tell you what, he doing this photo sketch exactly like this picture.

Caption: I like your mustard yellow mikado shawl yang  (He said)

more photo sketch from him :  http://chikanosalvera.blogspot.com

 And the very super duper adorable strawberry cake.  So delicious.

Thank you so much sygness. 

You made my day.  You made me cry. 

Thank you Allah for this feeling. 

p/s: I love this below post ;)

Caption: Adorable huh? ;) ilysm M