22 : I am happy, I am just happy.

Truth is, we have so much fun together. We’re the best of friends and be it work or personal life, we honestly do have loads of fun together. We’re always laughing with each other and at each other. Of course we fight, but that’s usually because M’s annoying and won’t say sorry. Other than that, I don’t know how it works but it apparently does. 

In shaa Allah, I really hope we’ll stay like this forever. 

21 : It's not because...

If you see me walking with someone else, It's not because I want to.. 

It's because you weren't brave enough to walk by me. 

If you see me smile, It's not because i forgot you... 

It's because i got tired of crying for you. 

If you see me living again, It's not because i've moved on... 

It's because i hate the fact you can live without me 

So if I fall in love with someone else, It's not because i want to... 

It's because you weren't there to catch me

20 : That Woman

One woman loves you
She loves you with all her heart
Everyday she follows you like a shadow
She is laughing but crying

How much more How much more
Must I gaze at you like this alone
This meaningless love, this miserable love
Must I continue for you to love me

Come closer a little bit more
When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet
I who loves you, even now I’m at your side
That woman is crying

That woman is very timid
So she learnt how to laugh
There are so many things she cannot tell her closest friend
That woman’s heart is full of tears

So that woman said she
loved you because you were the same
Another fool, another fool
Won’t you hug me once before you go

I want to be loved, my dear
Everyday in my heart, in my heart
I shout out
That woman is beside you even today

Do you know that woman is me
Don’t tell me you know and are doing this to me
But you won’t know because my dear, you’re a fool

How much more How much more
Must I gaze at you like this alone
This foolish love, this miserable love
Must I continue for you to love me

Come closer a little bit more
When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet
I who loves you, even now I’m at your side
That woman is crying


~ Baek Ji Young ~ 

19 : Everybody's got a dark side

There's a place that I know

It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
It can become
A few give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? 
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

18 : Adam

Andai hingga ke akhirnya tiada cinta halal dari Adam buatku, 
Damaikanlah aku dengan Cinta-Mu Ya Allah. 
Tutupkanlah pintu hatiku buat cinta yang membawaku ke Neraka. 
Terbukanya pintu syurga buat manusia kerana kasih sayang-Mu. 
Bahagiakanlah insan-insan yang menyayangi dan membenciku. 
Ya Allah, ku mohon, berikanlah cinta sejati buat insan yang pernah ku tolak cinta dan niatnya. 
Aku sangat berdosa andai kehadiranku membawa kerosakkan buat mereka. 

17 : Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time.

16 : I miss you, Moks

I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. 

I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. 

I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. 

I miss you all the time, 

but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life.