28 : Perasaan

Ku himpun waktu ucapan terindah
Terbenam sudah asmara
Mesranya siang dan malam
Selalu kau tiup kan angin syurga padaku

Ku himpun makna kata darimu
Harum yang mekar di kebun hati
Dan katamu sebuah kota bahagia dan berdiri 

Sehingga hujung masa
Berbisik sendiri dan terbit suara kalbuku
Kasihku... tuluskah cintamu
Sebuah jawapan ku damba dari bibir mu .. bibir mu

Tidakkah kau tahu hidup punya waktu
Kasih tersia bukan itu ku mahu
Andai kau membisu tentu akhirnya
Perpisahan ini akan tetap terjadi

27 : Away

I haven’t been blogging a lot. Work has been taking over my life and I’ve been soooo tired lately.
When I get back from work , all I want to do is make love to my bed and fall asleep so fast. It's unbelievable.

Poor me. Sigh. 

26 - Andai Aku Tulang Rusukmu

Andai aku adalah tulang rusukmu yang telah hilang
Aku berharap
Jika nanti Allah mempertemukan kita
Kau akan selalu membimbingku

Agar aku menjadi wanita yang solehah
Yang nantinya akan menjadi bidadarimu di syurga

Kerana aku ingin kita akan disatukan di dunia dan akhirat

~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~

Andai kau ditakdirkan untuk menjadi ayah buat anakku
Jadilah ayah yang bisa mendidik anak kita
Agar mereka nanti menjadi anak kebanggaan buat kita di dunia dan akhirat
Iaitu anak yang soleh dan solehah

Yang bisa menjunjung tinggi Agama Allah

~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~

Andai engkau ditakdirkan untukku
Ku harap kau bisa menjadi imam buatku dan anakku
Kau bisa menjadi pemimpin yang baik dalam rumah tangga kita
Kau bisa mencintai aku apa adanya
Dan bisa menyikapi kekuranganku dengan penuh kebijaksanaan

~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~

Dan andai aku salah
Tegurlah aku dengan kata-katamu yang penuh dengan kelembutan dan kebijaksanaan
Andai aku marah
Belailah rambutku dengan penuh kasih sayangmu
Agar marahku bisa berubah menjadi kelembutan

Andai aku lupa
Ingatkanlah aku dengan penuh kasih sayang

Agar nanti kau tetap menjadi suri tauladan bagiku dan anak kita

~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~•♥•~~•♥•~

Kerana….

Aku hanya mengharapkan imam yang baik dalam rumah tanggaku
Yang bisa selalu membawa aku ke jalan yang diredhaiNya
Jalan yang menuju syurgaNya bersama dirimu

~♥~ In Shaa Allah, Aamiin ~♥~

25 - I miss you Ayah

"HURT"

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

p/s: I miss you Ayah ;(

24 : Be Your Everything

Four letter word
But I don't have the guts to say it
Smile 'til it hurts
Let's not make it complicated
We've got a story
And I'm about to change the ending
You're perfect for me
And more than just a friend
So we can just stop pretending now
Gotta let you know somehow

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything

Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything

We used to say
That we would always stick together
But who's to say
That we could never last forever
Girl, got a question
Could you see yourself with somebody else?
'Cause I'm on a mission
And I don't wanna share
I want you all to myself right now
I just wanna scream it out

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything

Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything

No matter what you do, yeah,
Oh, I'll be there for you
And every time you close your eyes
I will be by your side
'Cause every time you make me sing
Baby I will be your everything

23 : Assalamualaikum 2013

Had the best day of 2013.

Caption: I am lovinnnnnnnnnnnn it! ❤

My happiest day is supriseeeeee from him. Not so suprise actually. He is so not so macho sometimes. Ahaks! 

I am the happiest and luckiest girl in the world.  I love you so muchooooo. 

 The part that made me almost crying, I mean almost. hahahaaaa. 

The comelness present everrr i get which is photo sketch hand made special for me from him.  

Lalalalalaaaaa. ;) 

I tell you what, he doing this photo sketch exactly like this picture.

Caption: I like your mustard yellow mikado shawl yang  (He said)

more photo sketch from him :  http://chikanosalvera.blogspot.com

 And the very super duper adorable strawberry cake.  So delicious.

Thank you so much sygness. 

You made my day.  You made me cry. 

Thank you Allah for this feeling. 

p/s: I love this below post ;)

Caption: Adorable huh? ;) ilysm M

22 : I am happy, I am just happy.

Truth is, we have so much fun together. We’re the best of friends and be it work or personal life, we honestly do have loads of fun together. We’re always laughing with each other and at each other. Of course we fight, but that’s usually because M’s annoying and won’t say sorry. Other than that, I don’t know how it works but it apparently does. 

In shaa Allah, I really hope we’ll stay like this forever.